I am pretty sure the topic of sleep will be something I will discuss on here frequently, especially the topic of lack of sleep. Sleeping is something that I have struggled with my entire life, as a child I had major FOMO when I was put to bed even though I was constantly assured that nothing really happens at night time. Now it seems my son has picked up this habit from me, though his sleeping difficulties are hopefully stemming from teething but either way we are on week two of sleepless and tear-filled (mostly mine) nights. Even if he does settle down in the next couple days, we begin our traverse towards the European continent in a wees, with a week spent on the eastern side of Canada before crossing the Atlantic so sleep will irregular, disrupted and greatly missed in the coming weeks. All I can say is soon it won't just be me any more so I'll let Bean and H get some father son time and hopefully at last I'll be able to catch some z's.
D.
Wednesday, June 25, 2014
Monday, June 23, 2014
GOING CRUELTY FREE
THE GOOD:
Nourish serum, Herbivore Botanicals// Matte Bronzer. NYX//
Ultrabland, Lush// Rounded Bronzer Brush, EcoTools//
Soothing Night Cream, Yes to Cucumbers// CC Cream, Marcelle
As I have mentioned before, since becoming a mom I have tried to be a lot more mindful of the the products I consume and use for both myself and Bean. I think this was probably born out of needing to read labels in order to determine if the product is pregnancy/baby-safe and truth be told there is a lot of things that are not. In regard to baby products I started putting things back that were heavily frangranced or contained the ingredient "frangrance (parfum)" and from there I just really started to question a lot of the ingredients in a lot of things, not only for Bean but for me as well. While I can't say I buy into the whole concept the "natural = better" I do believe that a lot of the major players in the beauty industry (read: l'oreal, johnson & johnson, shiseido etc) do not necessarily have our best interests in mind, just their interest in our money. There is a lot of information out there and a lot of it is extremely biased so I don't really concern myself with the pronouncability of ingredients (except in food) I decided to pick on thing that would be my deal-breaker when it came to my purchases and it was that the product needed to not be tested on animals.
THE BAD:
Tea Tree Mask, The Body Shop// Aloe Soothing Day Cream, The Body
Shop// Almond Hand & Nail Cream, The Body Shop//
Soap Bark & Chamomile Deep Cleansing Cream, Burt's Bees
I find it extremely disturbing how easy it is for so many people (including myself) to turn a blind eye to the suffering of others just so we don't have to sacrifice any of our personal comforts. This is applicable in so many facets of our consumerist society in regards to fast fashion, cheap beauty products, meat-eating, fur-wearing and just the general disparity in the distribution of wealth worldwide but I'm not here to preach (okay maybe a little) I just want to explain my decision to try to go cruelty-free. Basically I used to be in my happy la-la land where I just told myself that animal testing just meant rubbing shampoo into a mouse's fur while some scientist stood there with a notepad to see if that gave the mouse a rash, well as you could probably guess that's not even close to being true. Once I started reading about that it made me sick to my stomach, who are we to value our expensive face wash over the life of another creature, this isn't even just humans being at the top of the food chain, this is humans place a negligible value on another living breathing (feeling) creature. I used to think PETA overreacted to everything, and that their practices and protests were just obnoxious and attention-seeking, I still think that but I also understand now why they need to be. One little tidbit of information that really bothered me was brands that make their profits on being "natural", "environmentally friendly" or companies that try to ethically source their ingredients have been bought buy the mega-corporations that run the beauty industry in order to capitalize on these companies "good" ethos even though these parent companies pour your toner in a little bunny's eye for the other brands they own. A few examples of this would be brands that are touted as cruelty-free or vegan like The Body Shop, Burt's Bees and Urban Decay which are owned by L'Oreal, Clorox and L'Oreal respectively all of which conduct testing on animals.
THE UGLY:
Colorburst Matte Balm, Revlon// Voluminous Mascara, L'Oreal//
Double Wear Concealer, Estee Lauder// Kate Moss lipstick,
Rimmel// Studio Fix powder foundation, MAC.
Now a lot of this information isn't really that new to me but I guess for the first time I really feel the guilt of what I am supporting when I purchase these products, I am supporting their practices which include animal testing as well as financing multi-billion dollar corporations that profit from telling people that they are incomplete or unattractive without their products. As someone who has generally felt pretty apathetic my entire life about everything I can say even though I feel very strongly about going cruelty-free I still have an internal debate over products that I really want even though I find out they're tested on animals. So far I have always put it back on the shelf and walked away but who knows. All I know is that is that there are several very successful brands who have developed amazing products without needing to test on animals so not only is animal-testing unnecessary it is cruel and inhumane and I will not turn a blind eye to it any longer.
D.
Thursday, June 19, 2014
ON BEING FEARLESS
Tuesday, June 17, 2014
CHANGING MY WAYS
Saturday, June 14, 2014
PERKS OF BEING A MOM
Wednesday, June 11, 2014
7 THINGS I DID YESTERDAY INSTEAD OF PACKING
One. I told everyone else how much stuff I had to do, not really complaining more in a panicky way. I called my mother, texted my friend, spoke to my sister and essentially just listed off all the things that I was supposed to be doing.
Two.I caught up on all my unread bloglovin posts, which took all of maybe ten minutes as I had just read a bunch of them before Bean went to sleep.
Three.I went in and stared at Bean while he slept, he makes the funniest face with his tongue sticking out.
Four.Wrote a blog post about all the stuff I was supposed to be doing.
Five.Laid in bed and debated whether or not I wanted to put make up on just so that I could feel pretty in order to offset my self-pity but then eventually decided it was too much work.
Six.Cooked up a nice big lunch of sauteed kale and bok choy on brown rice
Seven.Decided that it was okay that I didn't get anything done, and that I would try again tomorrow.
D.
Tuesday, June 10, 2014
SOME THOUGHTS
Friday, June 06, 2014
TWO THINGS I'VE LEARNED SINCE BECOMING A MOM
Tuesday, June 03, 2014
THINGS I AM GOING TO MISS: TREE TUNNELS
One of the most beautiful things about Vancouver is it's tree-lined streets. Several residential streets in my neighbourhood have these beautiful, lush, green canopies overhead and I just adore them.
D.
Sunday, June 01, 2014
JUNE GOALS
These are my final weeks before packing up and saying goodbye, so I figure this is as good a time as any to start working towards my goals. Some little things and some big things, I want to pick 4 things this month to work on (or towards) and then I will check in with myself at the end of the month to see how I did. Hopefully it works, here goes.
1. Complain less
2. Be organized and packed BEFORE I leave, and avoid my usual last minute packing frenzy.
3. Say goodbye to Vancouver
4. Blog post 2-3 times each week (Monday being the beginning of the week).
D.
D.
WEEKLY APPRECIATION: 0.3
I bought fresh flowers for the first time, white peonies. I have never really cared much for flower, nor have I been willing to put in the effort to keep them alive but I must say, their really do add a little something to a space.
Curating my pinterest boards. I don't have much on there yet but that's mostly because I want to choose things that I really want to use for inspiration, not just things that I think are pretty.
I donated half of my wardrobe, I let go of pointless pieces I had been carting around for years in the hopes of maybe someday I'll have a reason to wear it. I feel like I am slowly liberating myself from the materialism which has been directing my life.
This book Bébé Gourmet by Jenny Carenco has been instrument in my introduction of solids to Bean. Not having a picky eater is super high on my how-I-want-my-child-to-behave priority list plus it is serving as the inspiration for the my apparent lack of creativity in figuring out what I should be feeding bébé.
Lastly, we got a kitchen for our place in Germany, which is something I am hugely thankful for (and especially to H for driving two and half to go pick it up). Picking out a kitchen felt like such a huge hurdle both financially as well as making this whole move more tangible to me. I leave in five and half weeks and it still doesn't seem real to me but I feel like making the investment into a kitchen is one more step in the "no turning back now" direction.
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